weaving

I did not originally plan to weave in Iceland. I had thought more about spinning and knitting, but on the very first day here at 8pm, bleary eyed, tired from travelling, and already falling asleep, I went up to the weaving studio, just a short flight of stairs, and almost immediately felt my plans being thrown out the window (into the Blanda and washed away, out to sea). The looms were wooden and honey coloured, gorgeous ancient beasts that were waiting for us to awaken them. Large windows framed each side of the room, letting in the endless daylight, where you can watch the river flow on one side, and the town and mountains covered in lupins on the other. 


The next day, while visiting the lab, I asked Shan if they’d be interested in sharing a warp, and we both agreed that it would be a small side project, one that wouldn’t distract us from our original plans. We found two cones of 4/2 cotton thread on the free shelf, one white, one blue, and with the guidance of Ragga, decided on a monk’s belt pattern from the textile’s centers database, after riffling through the sample books that populated the shelves of the studio. Next, after careful consideration, our loom was chosen, on the left of the studio, where the looms for beginner weavers are, we chose the center one, with a perfect view on the river. Our warp was wound quickly and efficiently, before hitting our first roadblock in the form of the rattle. A solution involving duck tape ended up getting us through to the next step, but not before a lot of trials and tribulations. 

From there on out, it was more or less smooth sailing, mostly just time consuming and monotonous, till we got to the tie-up. The looms are countermarche, different from the jack looms that we learnt on. Thankfully, Sarah was available to help and honestly just direct us on what to do, otherwise we’d never have been able to weave. After that, Shan took the first turn weaving, while I tried out the tapestry loom, a vertical loom that already had a gorgeous linen warp on it that we could use and pay for by the meter. I’d never seen a loom like it, Ragga had mentioned it was probably an old Norwegian, with two heddles, and two peddles, simply doing tabby. It smelt of beeswax, probably what was used on the wood, and when I cut off my piece, and started finishing my ends, my hands also smelt of it. I didn’t go into the weaving with a specific plan, just played with wool, interlacing, and leaving warp thread open. It consumed me, and I spent a week working on and off, spinning the fleece I had bought for my original plan, but already coming to the realization that weaving would be what I was focusing on. 

Shan finished on a Sunday, and I started on the floor loom the next day, frantically weaving our last full week away. I got into a good rhythm, two picks of tabby, one pick of the overshot pattern, and before I knew it, I was almost at the lease sticks, just enough for a couple people to try the floor loom out. We cut the warp off Thursday afternoon, the day before install. It always feels like unwrapping a gift when you unroll the fabric from the front beam and get to see the whole piece at once, instead of rolled up. Divided it up into separate pieces, and then we were done weaving. It felt like the beginning of the end of our time, sensing that the countdown to the last day was dwindling, and that we were saying goodbye to the looms.

Once I came out of the haze of weaving, I realized that both the shuttles I had used throughout my weaving had names written on the inside. M & an Icelandic name starting with a G , that I’m really uncertain of. They’d kept me company the whole time, going back and forth, over and under each thread, and were probably horrified at some of my selvedges. They’d probably sat at this exact bench sometime in the last century and learnt to weave cloth.

not like other pools

I’ve been to a lot of public pools in my life, most definitely more than the average person. Growing up as a competitive swimmer turned lifeguard, you visit a lot; outdoor or indoors, olympic-sized or dinky gym pools, ones with slides, others with ten meter diving board, some with tons of deck space, others so hot and humid you feel like you’re in the tropics. After a while, they all start to feel the same, merging into singular experiences, where I can’t distinguish memories of different pools from one another. I think of the swim meet where we all got weird chlorine chemical coughs, but remember the pool in Lasalle where I used to play waterpolo late at night. Or the pool where my brother tripped over a rope on deck and fell flat on his face, becomes the last outdoor pool with a three meter diving board. I think I expected the same when coming to Blönduós , an outdoor pool like any other, with blue, red and yellow lane ropes, long black lines on the bottom that end in “T”s on each end. Needless to say that wasn’t the case. 

The water is the warmest I’ve ever been outdoors, it’ll be ten degrees and the pool will feel perfect, while I float back and forth, barely swimming. It’s clear and clean, a spotless pool with not a trace of a leaf, bug, or a lost bandaid. I worked at an outdoor pool in the summer for six years, and I remember early June, the first couple weeks, pulling out buckets of shad flies that would collect in the pool gutters overnight. Every morning from eight to nine, we’d go around the deck with garbage bags and gloves, pulling them from the pool, armed with nets that we’d drag along the surface of the water, picking up the bugs and the fluff of the cottonwood trees nearby that were shedding. Or how by mid-July, halfway through the season, without fail, algae would start to grow on the bottom of the deep end and we’d pull out the bristle brushes from underneath the sink, put on a pair of goggles and swim to the bottom, brushing it till it came away in a cloud, all the while holding your breath. Eventually, we got a brush attached to an extendable pole, kind of like a really long broom. 

Yet as I swim laps back and forth, I don’t come across any mysterious floaters, that the bottom is tiled and uncracked. I change from freestyle to breaststroke, sometimes a bit of backstroke, not much though cause I hate doing it outside, no fly. I think of the frigid mornings that I spent swimming back home, how pleasant this pool feels in contrast. How once I stop swimming laps, I’ll go join everyone in one of the hot tubs, where they’ll have cups of coffee, and we’ll chat and lose track of time. Probably get back in the pool eventually, and float back and forth to cool off, or maybe we’ll lay in the baby pool and pretend we’re at the beach and it’s a warm summer day. I’ve never spent so much time just laying around in a pool, not actively thinking about when I’m getting out, or what laps I have left to swim, mentally calculating if we’ll have enough time to finish the set before practice ends. I’ve never left the pool so relaxed, walking home with friends, ready to eat dinner, and maybe work on some projects. Maybe it’s the distance from when it consumed my life, or simply because it is so unlike any other pool experience I’ve ever had, but I can honestly say I think the pool might be one of the things I miss most when leaving.

of course, couldn’t take any pictures at the pool, so had to settle for a photo of the fleece I dyed with indigo and carded to ressemble the water…